Tortured Crush

Stab me in the heart

Remind me of a memory

Walk with me to the park

Watch the swans go by

Hold my hand tight

And stare into my blue eyes

I bite my lip and taste my sorrow

Knowing that maybe

You don’t want the lust

I would give up everything

To touch you and feel you

To be drowned in your brown eyes

Falling from heaven into another heaven

Floating skies and flying doves in pairs

Swallowing up inside

See me, the one in front

See who I am

And don’t let me hide

Break the rules

And gather your thoughts

The crush gets deeper

With every move you make

Mysterious walks

And talks

A puncture in the back

I would burn my art

For the kiss at your lips

I would see no one on earth

For the warmth of your heart

I would sacrifice my thoughts daily

For your touch of every day

I would make every wish and dream come true

For the beauty gaze on your brown eyes

I would sacrifice my soul

For the sweetness of your lips

I would bleed forever

For you to survive in happiness

I would taste your tears

With my silent tongue

The crush kills me

It twists me

Like bent molten metal

Turns me upside down

Like Romeo and Juliet

It’s a Tortured Crush

A poisonous desire

I would let you inside

And see myself

My disease of emotions

I’ll be your sister and brother

You stripped me of my innocence

My virginity

And my belief

© 1998 David Greg Harth

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