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Half

Diseases are attracted to me

Descended from the dead sea

 

Errors multiply their answer

Points leading to cancer

 

Broken bones become one

Common bells ring done

 

Consequences form an alliance

Institute a living man’s defiance

 

Thankfulness exists during apology season

Truthful commitment to love’s treason

 

Empty cavity thrown

Sacred emotions sewn

 

Widows of paradise pray

Single most cast away

 

Barricade the long loss

Went to trial, went to cross

 

Bisected, Divided

Confided, Suicided

 

 

I am half,

            Never complete

 

 

 

© 2009 David Greg Harth

09.01.29.23:15:00@130BklynNYC

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A Moment’s Notice

In a moment, you hear the calling.

A voice ringing from an Opera.

Quiet, powerful, ranging.

She sings from the deepness.

You soar internally.

You feel high above the earth.

Everything is real, paused, significant.

They all love you.

Heaven exists, it waits, its door is ajar.

Your arrival time is now.

 

© 2009 David Greg Harth

09.01.13.13:30:59@130BklynNYC

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Down In The Middle, Down In Front

Escaping the grasp

you have over me.

Capturing the last train out,

the last flight out.

 

Sinking:

Level One

Level Two

Level Three

And Level Four

 

Fighting for comfort

Fighting for a seat

Fighting for

maddening tea

and salty feet

 

My view, unlike yours,

Is filled with trees

and sky so blue and high

 

© 2009 David Greg Harth

09.01.10.19:22:58@130BklyNYC

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Morning Crows

29 degrees Fahrenheit

I stand there with

4’3”

4’9”

4’11”

and

5’1”

We wait, we freeze

That big yellow thing arrives

We insert ourselves into its cocoon

And off we go

To our daily prison

Away from Mom & Dad

 

 

© 2009 David Greg Harth

09.01.09.09:21:00@130BklynNYC

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The Romance In Suicide (Version #2)

Something must be said

About the wonderful calm feeling you must have

About the sensation you feel deep within

About the goose bumps that engulf your body’s surface

 

Something must be said

About the comfort you feel

About the off switch finally shut one last time

About the plug being pulled forever

 

Something must be said

About the last poetic moment of life

About the last breath taken

About the last word whispered

 

Something must be said

About the last sight witnessed

About the last salty tear tasted

About the last scent carried through

 

Something must be said

About the last reflection seen

About the last contemplated decision

About the last recalled memory

 

Something must be said

Nothing said; Nothing done

Something done; Nothing said

Something must be said

 

 

© 2009 David Greg Harth

09.01.05.24:17:04@130BklynNYC

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The Romance In Suicide

Something must be said

About the wonderful calm feeling you must have

About the sensation you feel deep within

About the goose bumps that engulf your body’s surface

 

Something must be said

About the comfort you feel

About the off switch finally shut one last time

About the plug being pulled forever

 

Something must be said

About the last poetic moment of life

About the last breath taken

About the last word whispered

 

Something must be said

About the last sight witnessed

About the last salty tear tasted

About the last scent carried through

 

Something must be said

About the last reflection seen

About the last contemplated decision

About the last recalled memory

 

Something must be said

Before you twist the rope around your neck

Before you dive into the cold waters of the bay

Before you pull the revolver’s trigger

 

Something must be said

Nothing said; Nothing done

Something done; Nothing said

Something must be said

 

 

© 2009 David Greg Harth

09.01.05.24:14:33@130BklynNYC

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Snake

Winding down the year

I count the times of thoughts I had

It was more than the days we had

More than several hour’s worth of seconds

But I’m still here

Without reason or conscious

Only two thumbs

And an index that didn’t pull

 

© 2009 David Greg Harth

09.01.01.11:05:37@130BklynNYC

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Love (Version #23)

I can’t tell you the reasons why I love you.

I can’t tell you in little words.

I am not a poet.

I am an artist, but I am not a painter.

I am not a photographer and I am not a master of graphite.

So, my words mean nothing.

My art means nothing.

There are no gifts, no actions of dedication that will prove.

I can’t create music for you. I can’t write lyrics.

I can’t sing, dance, or perform magic.

I can’t be the father of your child.

I can’t be the perfect mate.

But know that I love you.

I beg you to know that simple fact.

It is my dear truth. The strongest feeling, I know.

This is not a poem.

This is not art.

Only little bits of zeros and ones.

Perhaps you’ll understand, perhaps not.

Only until my death, will you understand.

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.12.15.23:44:00@130BklynNYC

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I’ve Eaten

I thank you for the offer

It’s very kind of you

But I must decline

I must not have any

For I have eaten already

I’ve eaten

And I’m full

 

I must decline your offer

But really, it’s very kind of you

I appreciate your willingness

But I can’t accept

For I am no longer hungry

For I’ve eaten

Already, I’ve eaten

 

I’ve eaten the heart of my lover

The genitals of my enemy

And the brain of my father

I’ve eaten the breast of my mother

The hair of my grandparents

And drank my sister’s menstrual blood

 

You see -

I’ve eaten.

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.12.15.22:22:10@130BklynNYC

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Fructose

I love you

I love you

I love you

I love you so much

I want you all

Pour yourself all

over my body

Make love to me

I love you Fructose

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.12.10.24:08:00@Bway13StNYC

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A Chanukah Story

This is a Chanukah story.

Once, when I was little,

I pretended to be sick

so, I could skip going to school that day.

Because I was so excited for the first night of Chanukah.

I faked my sickness and I tricked my parents,

and I stayed home from school that day.

That evening we had dinner and then celebrated Chanukah

by lighting the candles and exchanging presents.

All I go was a lousy blanket.

No toy, no gadget, no cool item of the year.

Just a lousy blanket for my bed.

That is my Chanukah story.

 

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.12.07.15:54:21@130BklynNYC

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This is Suicide

I have an introduction to make.

You, you there, please meet my friend,

Suicide.

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.12.04.01:43:15@130BklynNYC

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F, F

I got your letter in the mail yesterday.

 

You told me —

 your feelings, your thoughts.

 your poems, your memories.

 

Included a photograph of how you look now.

I see your son, he looks just like me.

 

I wish I hadn’t moved so far away.

I wish we didn’t part.

I wish for so many things.

 

We could forget, we could forgive.

But I don’t know if I could, with Franklin being there.

 

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.12.04.01:38:17@130BklnNYC

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I Killed Father

What did they expect?

Something better? Time to go by with no action done?

Did you really expect me to do nothing?

To sit back and relax? To witness the in justice? The wrong? The illegal?

I was tired of no action. I was tired of nothing happening. I was tired of the horrible.

I became focused. I realized my dream. I did my job. I helped society.

I seek no reward. No medal of honor. No salute.

I did what I had to do.

I killed father.

 

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.12.02.19:15:59@130BklynNYC

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Dying A Long Death Without Love

I am not asking you to pay attention

I am not asking for sympathy

I do not plea

 

I don’t deserve anything

I am not entitled

I am not supposed

 

I am not given

I am not shown

I am not delivered

 

I am only you

Only what you could have been

I am calm, washed, clean

I am alive, living, not dead

 

Until recently

Undiscovered

Turned a corner

I looked, gazed

So slowly

A moment passed

Gone

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.11.30.16:18:27@130BklynNYC

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Magnet

Learning from cheap fucks.

Lawyers bombard you with uncontrolled fees.

Enhanced, results may vary.

Yet still, over and over.

You might just find something else.

If you look beneath the rock, scaled the wall, or opened the door.

 

Set aside your shadows.

Leave your empty heart behind.

Now is the time.

I plea, I scream, I chant -

Can you hear me?

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.11.22.09:08:24@130BKLYN

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In The Rain

Wet shirt stuck to my self

Skin tight

Standing in the middle of the street

Hurting inside

The rain carries my tears

I cut myself

And die in the rain

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.11.13.11:34:50@130BKLYN

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The Reason I Cry

I cry because of my long wait

My amazement

I am witness

I am history

 

Never in my life

Have I seen such a dedication

A choice

A divide

 

No wait is too painful

No wait has been so memorable

 

A small sacrifice

For a worldly change

 

Warm weather awaits your decision

Your right

Your duty

 

I cry because

We turned out

We unite

We vote

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.11.04.11:07:00@PS92BrooklynNYC - Election Day USA

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Eight Servings

Yesterday I had so many

My stomach hurt; my stomach ached

I went to the doctor, I went to the witch

 

I connected and I fell

I established and I stumbled

I created and I demolished

 

Yesterday I only had one

I took some medication, I took some drugs

My hand contemplated feeling, but never did

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.10.31.08:54:00@130BklynNYC

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So Many Times

Every encounter

With every moment

With every calendar day

With each month

Every second

Hour after hour

 

With every person

Every lover

Every sexual encounter

 

With every visit

Every solution

Every consumption

 

Daily

Minute by minute

Every full moon

Every cycle

Every revolution

Every evolution

 

Numerous

Every occasion

Every holiday

Every day off

Every time

 

Suicide

 

© 2008 David Greg Harth

08.10.30.17:05:30@130BklynNYC

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